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Aloneblog

Alone

I knew it was a horrible idea. Why do I always think this time will be different, this boy will be nice?  I'm so stupid.…
caitid
caitid Jan 05, 2012
disappear? should i?blog

disappear? should i?

I have company, so I can't cut. I want to so bad.  I think about what my life is now and what path its on,…
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caitid Dec 30, 2011
DEATHblog

DEATH

Ok so I'm pretty sure the guy I like hooked up with one of the girls in my class last night or this weekend.  I…
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caitid Oct 26, 2011
The drumsblog

The drums

It's what I always do. The only thing that keeps me plastered to this world full of disappointment, rejection and heartbreak is to leave.  When…
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caitid Oct 20, 2011
CAreblog

CAre

I'm surpressing my feelings for you because I know she wants you I don't know her,nor she me but I feel it would be wrong to…
caitid
caitid Oct 20, 2011
Misguided by the 405blog

Misguided by the 405

So I don't think this is fair at all.  I feel very lonely because I honestly have no one to talk to in a completely…
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caitid Sep 22, 2011
I hateblog

I hate

I hate myself. I just want to disappear and stop existing. I will be alone forever.  The guy I like doesn't like me as usual.…
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caitid Sep 15, 2011
God?blog

God?

I just realized that I am no longer Christian.  I believe in God but I don't think that he likes me.  Everything that could go…
caitid
caitid Sep 07, 2011
I don't have the energyblog

I don't have the energy

I hope I don't cry again while I write this.  It had been so long since I broke down.  I hadn't cut in about two…
caitid
caitid Aug 24, 2011
The boundaries of language I quietly cursed....blog

The boundaries of language I quietly cursed....

Whoa, it's been a while.  I've beeen so busy between taking classes, doing to two jobs, waiting for financial aid to clear, and stressing about…
caitid
caitid Aug 20, 2011
Outdated map crumbled in my pocket, for I didn't care where I was going....blog

Outdated map crumbled in my pocket, for I didn't care where I was going....

I see my colleagues get ahead everyday.  I have this suspicion that I should feel like a failure.  BUt there is always something hopeful in…
caitid
caitid Jul 27, 2011
This summer I might have drownedblog

This summer I might have drowned

I've decided to be celibate.  At first it started out as having no one to have sex with.  Then it turned into not feeling like…
caitid
caitid Jul 24, 2011
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  • Member Since: 2008-01-30
  • Relationship Status: not interested
  • Orientation: Straight
  • Religion: Christian - Other
  • Drink: No
  • Children: Someday
  • Education: In College
  • Occupation: secretary/copy room attendant

About Me:

All I have to say is that I love FALL OUT BOY. And not in that teenybopper way, i truly admire and respect them. I'm in love with them(each of them : in their own special way) but not like I want them romantically, just in the way that I finally found people that say what I feel when I don't know how. They've given me a new outlook on life. *They are all adorable though ;)

Interests:

Swimming, bathing, dissecting Fall Out Boy lyrics, listening to music, making music, shopping, trying on clothes

Favorite Music:

Ashley Simpson The Kung Fu Girls, FALL OUT BOY, FEFE DOBSON, MEG & DIA, NIRVANA, Panic at the disco, Paramore, Tegan and Sara, The Academy Is.., The Hush Sound, among others of course.....

Favorite Movies:

A splendor in the Grass, Across the Universe( BEST EVER), Beowulf, Gone with the Wind, Hairspray(2007), Harry Potter, Hook, Imitation of Life, Jumanji, Lord of the Rings trilogy, Peter Pan, Pirates trilogy, Pride and Prejudice (the Pbs series), Rear Window (from the 50's), Rebel without a Cause, Stand By Me, The Adventures of Winnie the Pooh (the one with the heffalumps)

Favorite TV Shows:

A haunting, America's Next Top Model, Best Week ever, Fashion Police, Ghost Whisperer, Heroes, How do I look, PSYCH, Project Runway, The Soup, What not to wear

Favorite Books:

1984, A wrinkle in time, Beowulf (read the book b4 movie), Everworld series, Fahrenheit 451, Pride and Prejudice, Tess of the d'Ubervilles, The Count of Monte Cristo, The Giver, The Scarlett Letter, The chronicles of Narnia, Things Fall Apart, Wuthering Heights